Good Grief! I’m NOT Gay and I Didn’t Cheat on My Husband đź™„

I’m currently dealing with a crazy stalker. She ran across my Twitter a year and a half ago. She’s a liberal, San Francisco boomer who hates all representations of traditional motherhood (I’ll leave you to guess why that is). I ignored her, blocked her, etc. but she’s obsessed. Nearly every evening she gets high as a kite and starts trolling me on multiple accounts on Twitter. 

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The thing she hates most about me is that I left liberalism and now speak out against it. At first she tried to shame me by digging up pictures and blog posts about my past but that didn’t work so recently she connected with a few other people online and helped create a blog to “out” all my liberal past the problem is they don’t stop at the truth they take 10% truth and just make up the rest, going to such extremes as faking YouTube comments, faking screen shots, faking blog posts and splicing my podcasts together to make fake voice recordings of me.

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She’s posted my address online as well as my familiy’s names, she’s begun posting aerial shots of my house online she even photoshopped an image of my 10 year old son to make him look fat. How cruel can you get yo try to shame a kid who’s actually thin as a rail? I’ve documented 8 months now of harassment and abuse. I even had a private investigation done to try and get her to back down. Her MO is to take some true things and mix them with fake things, or to deliberately leave out crucial details to make something I wrote a decade ago seem like a recent or more dramatic event. My next step is legal action. Yes

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The most recent attack on me is the claim that I’m gay and that I recently cheated on my husband with a woman (and then blogged about it for some reason?)

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The story behind the whole thing is simple. My first husband cheated on me and left me when our baby (my oldest son) was 7 months old (in spring 2004). I thought an open marriage next time around would be a solution to avoid what had happened in my first marriage and all the liberal books I read backed this up. My second (and current) husband (I met in fall 2004) comes from a polyamorous commune. His dad had multiple wives who had multiple husbands. I was deep into liberalism and so were some of our friends. About a year and a half into our marriage my husband’s, best friend’s wife and I dated for a few months with both of our husband’s approval.

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We barely did anything physically at all, so don’t go thinking it was some scene from a porno movie, it wasn’t. I thought I would enjoy being with a woman like all the media pushed (this was at the height of the TV show The L Word about lesbianism) but I hated it, I hated every second of it. I was scared to break it off because I didn’t want my husband to lose his best friend but after about 3 months I couldn’t stand it anymore and I broke up with her. I felt like a failure for not making this hip lifestyle work. All our hipster San Fran liberal friends knew about our “open” marriage and hence, we couldn’t ever make friends, they always wanted to sleep with us and we were always making excuses not to, going home early from parties, sometimes literally hiding and pretending we weren’t home. We didn’t want to do it.

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I thought I was doing the “right” thing, don’t all men want an open marriage? That’s what the media told me, but no, my husband told me he hated it too so we vowed to never to do it again. All these blog posts this stalker is getting are over a decade old and they are screen shooting and cropping them to take them out of context and they are purposely obscuring the dates.

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I’ve always been 100% honest about my past as a San Francisco liberal and the mistakes I made. I’ve made my life an open book and I’ve referenced my former liberalism on nearly every interview I’ve ever given. I’ve posted tweet after tweet about being a former liberal, with pictures included of me with blue hair and hippie jewelry, from a decade ago. I’ve always had “former liberal who became trad life” first thing in my Twitter bio. When I shared the opening of my Trad Life book I’m writing it says, “I can offer this knowledge not because I am a success but because I was first a failure.” My first YouTube videos were about how I was a liberal feminist in grad school in San Fran and how I saw the horrors of that lifestyle and left it. I’ve exhaustively referenced my past at every opportunity.

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Progressive Leftist Liberal Marxism is a death cult. If it’s lifestyle doesn’t literally kill you early it kills your genetic line when you choose dogs over babies, sex over marriage and the shackles of regressivism over the freedom of tradition. I was in that cult. I was in “the belly of the beast” as I often say. I put the Kool Aid cup up to my lips but I refused to drink, I threw it down and ran for freedom and now I am haunted by the zombies of the people who didn’t get out in time and now shuffle around, stiff, lifeless and with no hope. They hate me because my life is a testimony of the freedom and redemption they still, ideologically, refuse to accept.

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I was saved and redeemed by Christ in the waters of baptism in 2008 some of my progressive ideology lingered a few years after that but eventually it all gave way to TRUTH. 

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The TradLife message is powerful. How else could a homemaker amass a Twitter following of 30 thousand people? They are scared to death and are trying desperately to silence me.

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I leave them with these words: THEY WONT.

5 thoughts on “Good Grief! I’m NOT Gay and I Didn’t Cheat on My Husband đź™„

  1. these attacks on you are because the leftists do not have the light of Christ in their lives and do not understand forgiveness. Since they do not believe their sins can be/should be forgiven they like Satan will use your past against you to make you falter in your faith.

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  2. The hypocrisy claim is an intentional misunderstanding of the term, and to belabor the point is akin to trying to convince a three-year-old otherwise, when he claims the sky is green; simply not worth the effort. They have to disabuse themselves of the notion.
    Honestly Ayla, your past is largely irrelevant, aside from being a cautionary tale. That is the nature of redemption and forgiveness. I point to no less a towering figure in Christendom that St. Thomas Aquinas, who reportedly prayed, “Lord, make me chase…just not, yet” to make the point that discovering truth is a long and difficult process. Some come to it all at once. Some in steps. And we all have a past. However, it’s Liberals who revel in doxing and putting forward the maturation process as evidence of hypocrisy.
    What’s the old saying? “If I’m this bad striving to be part of God’s kingdom, imagine how terrible I would be to not.” God loves his rebellious children and wants us all to come home.

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